Hey lovely.I'll shall be mushy today.*UK slang*So I' like tired.And my blog is super dead.like omg.I can't take it anymore.My blog songs change to another song.Which I hate it alot.And im damn lazy to find another song.Thanks alot BLOG!*roll eyes* bitch.
I can't stop thinking about you. My world only revolve around you. You're like a cloud. You can be in different Attitude and behaviour. But when I reach out, you will fade away.
Thinking of you make me wonder. How do I go high. When I'm all down here. Do I use the plane. Or pray for the best.
Do you ever notice me. Or my mind just playing tricks. lovin you was the last thing i knew. But forgetting you is everything.
Studies tumbling up and down.Everything have to be keep secret.I hate it.Seriously.If the people you love hate you how do you talk to them.Oh gosh.I miss he/she. You know what, it hurt. You must be thinking I'm the happy-go-lucky. But guess what. I broke down just now.Its all because of you.I don't know if the cause of it is mood swing, but i really broke down.But I think you don't care.When you read this you'll tell people/roll your eyes/laugh/gossip.Do what ever you want.I don't care anymore.If you hate me or anything, just say straight to me face.I'll be happy about it.
For the first time, i don't know how to start my blog.Weird.It's feel like a mother looking at hers newborn baby. Okay. Shut up.
The school days were awesome. As normal. Got scolded from Principle nearly nearly everyday. I'm never early. Always in time. What kind of Chairman am i? Horrible one i guess. Stressful week. But it goes as plan. Today was the best. Went to Suntec City for some E career stuff. Fun. Like a lot of University in Oversea which give us great future. OH MY GEEE. You must be thinking, BORING post right? -.-"
But after that, it was awesome. Laugh alot with TKG!Try saying "asl ade ade ade tkde"HAHA! Say "Liao"HAHAH! This two things are said by Diana and damn funny the way she say it.hahah! Me and Nadia talk rubbish all the way.Heaven and He"l all come out.Nadia is heaven and I'm hell.Coool what?We talk rubbish all the way. We don't care what people say or think. We are coolest among coolest! CHEY! HAHA! Okay im like tired to the max. Bed come to MAMA right now!
I still can't believe it that im in sec 4.Damn it. Okay ending here now.Chiow
Condition are meant to be follow.But what about your heart?
OMG OMG! CHINGAY10 2A ROCKS MAN! Actually everthing about chingay rocks!It was a blast.Only those who are involved and with us know how hyper up and entertaining we can be.Whats life with fun right.Okay let me tell ya one time.
ALOT OF HOOOOOOT GUYS.Me and diana like to name people by thier appearence.Like, gay boy, rihanna(ash name this), lobang hidong besar and many2 more.HAHA! I want to volunteer moreee!! My my say im addicted already to all this voluteering thing.Which is good when im going in Poly.Right mummy??Love you!
So people I lazy want to upload the pictures here.All the pic is in Fb if you are bored go have a look.And do watch out for a video from us.Well me, diana ,nadia and ash.hahaha(:
Worst year ever in history life.No one to talk to.Getting worst day by day.Keeping in my heart as secret.Thinking that I must leave.No one understand me.They blame me for this.I dont trust anyone right now.Sorry.
4th Febuary 2010. Lost someone(s) in life.
On 1,2,3/2 nights. Nadia, Diana, Ash, Tiara and Hazwani sleepover at my house.fun.Rafidah sleep for one night.Take pic.will be uploaded soon.Camp was only fun on last day.Flying Fox at Bedok Reservoir.
You know, not every people get everything they want.Like me.I don't get everything I want.But sometimes it hurts so much to get something.I'm not asking for expensive stuff.I'm asking you!Is it too hard to be fulfilled?I want to have fun with you.But some thing will interrupt us.We've been together for so long yet you are treating me this way.I don't need expensive stuff.I just need you to talk.Is it hard.You always show attitude to me.What did I do wrong?Whatever you ask me to do, I'll do.Where ever you ask me to follow I'll follow.But when I ask you, you give 1001 excuses.If you hate me just say so.Every time I look at you, I feel Yucks and agitated.But there are time where i feel like crying.But still I have to fake a smile.And always be the joker and laugh.But in my heart, only God know.How many ups and down I've gone through.If you think you are going through alot worst.Ask me about my past.And trust me, you WILL be shock of it.But then it will be too late to ask.Because you don't know who I'm talking about.You will think this is a normal post.But it not.IF _____ can't help then ____ will be worst.I want you back.But day by day I hate you so much more than anyone know.
Stop thinking who is it coz even my closest friend dont know who!dont ask quest.just read or go close the window.And btw im not talking about relationship here(: