Good news!! im ok with him! how cool is that!! i was so stupid to think negative stuff abt him. but i hope it is seriously not true. or i will have a broken heart again. haha. stupid ayuni. the reason is that he is prepaid low n topup 2 bucks for his family. and he have to save it so he cant sms or call me haha. omg ayuni(: btw shawal and me are bro n sis again. there is so many happy stuff happen to me today. only thinking if tomorrow the plan will go well. ain never reply diana msg n diana is having a headache... haish. but i would like to thanks shawal and diana for helping me today. i love you guy!! appreciate you guys help alot!! hehe... ayuni syng korang ((: im smiling like a crazy person...
Looks like until now u did not reply my msg. well, i have make up my mind. i will forget you forever. it looks like we are not meant to be together. i don't really mind about it. i just hope you are happy with your life. i really do mean it. if that what my heart says, then i'll follow it. But there is one thing that i can't forget. that is the memories that i have with you. but it is ok coz i'll forget about it. you dont have to think about me anymore. im just a burden to you. so if you forget me also i think you will be happy. haha.this is going to be fun for me(((: so i hope you also enjoy this "game" (((:
You did not reply my msg. until now im waiting for your reply. in my mind think that you have a new girl. who is prettier and can entertain you better. but it is ok, coz we are just frewn and not more then that. we both know about that. i dont know if i should believe your sweet talk or not. i'm scared that you play with my feeling. i don't want the past to happen to me again. at first i thought of confessing my love for you, but when i think back, it will be no use as a have another gal. i will just feel stupid expressing my love which i will never get back. people say that you are not for me but i think there is somthing special about you. but i don't know what is it that is special. i am scared that i fall in love with you. if i fall in love with you will you hurt my feelings? i so scared! *sigh* Just reply my msg will you so that i knw that you are fine with the new gal.....
I wont't blog about yesterday.if you want to find it out, read diana's blog.haha.ayuni pemalas.haha.
i miss him.seriously miss him.but im scared that he play timer or he is a playboy.i get to knw that he is good at midfield position.tomorrow i will write more ok....it is damn bored right here.but it is fun talking to Shawal...miss shawal also larh seh!BYE(:
Did you know that now it is so boring to chat with you? Did you know that i think you found a better person that me? Did you know that i think you hate me after i went for a holiday? Did you know that i think you are a playboy? There is more question running through my head. But i don't think there is need for me to type it out on my blog. It will just make things worst for me. Well life still have to go on. School start tomorrow and i hope it will make me forget you. *sigh*i hope i i don't fall in love with you):
Lets go on with life like it use to be But my babes will never fail to make me smile always(: Thnks Alot Babes!((:
Sorry babes!i dont mean not to say goodbye to you.but i was busy larh.sorry tau!i just cameback..so so so so sorrry!!!well,miss you babies like hell larh ehk!!wah korang ade namer baru tk ajak ehk.tk pe..ayuni ingat.haha.kidding(:i tried to call diana but no one answered the phone.my pp8 dh habis larh seh..ain is still oversea.holiday was fun larh.only the part where i drop my phone in the "longkang".hahhaha.u allshld see the looks on my face.i nearly cried!my hp is my second life seh.but still can work.but the rest was okok larh.keeping thinking about you guyz...Ain, you think die tk cute ehk??n i shld get a better person...kau bilang aku saper nk aku.seriously seh.no guy want me..i also dont want any guy to hurt my feelings.i have bad feelings about this guy...im scared about everything from knowing him to meeting him.haish...just forget abt it.i'll just be friend and not more than that.but i still have a promise to keep.....
hey all!!!school rox seh!!tapi both babes were missing...miss u all larh seh..kecian ayuni sowang2 pat skula.but tk pe...bsk ain kene dtg diana pun kene dtg.hehe.boleh have fun.bt i think something was incomplete.is it me or what?hmm.well, it doesnt matter anyway.i was damn sleepy in school.nearly fall asleep in A maths class coz diana tkde.haha.rini was the one who make me smile the whole day.haha.btw diana help me change my blog skin!!!haha.cool kepe..now prob pulak.tk leh sent the code to diana...goblok banget...eh boleh arh.haha.ayuni giler / hyper siol!!haha.haha AYUNI RINDU KAMU!!seriously seh!bsk lepak seh!mcm malas pulak.tapi tk pe.sis pey pasal ayuni sanggup!mati pun sanggup arh!!haha.mcm paham sak ayuni..mati tu dh melebih sgt.tapi klu together ok arh..haha.ayuni giler!!
DIANA thnks for helping me change my blog skin!!love ya((:
Today school was fun.Except for the fact the whole class make so much noise.i was there to shout at them to ask them to keep quiet.i think i lost my voice sia...well.whatever it is i still got to do my A maths hw.And i cant believe it that diana have finish the A math n she is damn clever larh...haha.super stress sia maths!!well nothing much to say except that me n diana change our name to Diana=fun fun Ayuni= ney ney.hahaha.btw special person, i dont know what to say to you.but i think i did somthing i did wrong to you...well jst forget abt it.i was so worried abt it the whole day...n diana u knw abt it my dear.i keep asking you.i hope what i dont was right n did not hurt your feeling.n we are still friends i suppose.to some people it is jst a small stuff but to me wvrything i did to my friends is impontant...i really miss the past.hope we can go back to the past.but i know it will never happen to me.well i hope life was back to normal.....
Life is becoming more hard.eith all the obtacles n stuff.i jst like killing myself but i dont think it will solve anything.so i jst have to go on with life.you guyz shld knw dat, when yo have prob, do face it n dont be scared.Hey special person, i got something to tell you.i dont know how is our relationship right now but now u are treating me real nice n i appreciate that u didnt show that u hate me.But what you say does hurt my feelings.n i can never hide it.i need to talk to you but u are always busy.n i know not only yo who talk behind me.there is other friends that we know that do that also.It hurts my feeling alot but i can never show it to you coz i dont want to fight.my heart feel like it has been step million of time.i dont knw how to tell you.bt i was grateful to be friends with you.you are there when im happy but u werent there when im sad.but its ok....im really grateful abt what i have now.i can forgive but i never forget.that is me.you have been friends with me for a long time so u shld know me better then anyone else.i miss the fn memories we have together...bt it is jst memories n i dont think it can ever happen to me again.we laugh.we joke.we cry.we smile.but now, we laugh at each other. we joke about horrible stuff.we cry becoz we fight.that is so stupid.but to me we are still friend no matter what happen.well everybody is runnig away from me.n i can never figure that out.i was ask to change n i have change.to be a better person.but still everyone is running away from me.
Hey.today was fun.i mean after school not during school.after school me diana ain n bianchine went out to eat for lunch at opposite school.we eat at the bubble tea shop.After that diana n bianchine went to their CCA while me n ain went to Bedok inter.We thot of gg home from there but then we made up our mind to go n study at bedok library.it was so fun!!when i reach home i got to know some new n hot stories abt my neighbour from my mom.the stories is so hot man.btw, people who care abt you shld be kpo abt what you are doing.so they dont feel worried abt you.ok now my hand feel tired copying the timetable..n this person take a long time to reply one msg..damn you.n you, shld watch ot yur mouth when you say anything.it hurt people feeling although u didnt notice it.It hurt my feeling though "friend".it really does.your action.the way you talk.the way you layan me.pls dont act nice infront of me n behind me you talk abt it.Btw it is called backstabbing.or in malay, talam due muke.well just remember this "friend" whatever you talk show the way you are.are you polite or not...hmm.....lets dont just a book by it cover coz you never knw anyhing interesting abt the book if you never read it.remember that guyz(:
btw my hp is spoiled so i change my decision and decide to buy a new hp(:
Hey! today im feeling so tired Went out to buy school stuff Alot of people seh at tamp inter tk tau valek umah kee dieorg tu. menyemak n buat aku pening jek..
Wohoo!tmrw skul seh. Cant wait.. but bag berat lain mcm seh...
tk pe skula pe pasal aku bwk jgk tu buku hidop skula!! cewah!!haha
Hey!!today was fun seh.I learned to play gitar.paramore song seh.but only the intro larh.Damn hard seh.So to improve i made up my mind to buy eletric gitar.but it sre to take along time.Well i made up my mind to buy ipod.Coz that is what i what from last year(or shld i say yesterday)haha.School start tomorrow...Gosh im nervous&excited.Im scared people will talk about me..